Tuesday, February 21, 2012

The Throne of God

Over the past week, I have had a series of Kairos moments that have led me to recognize that I need to understand and receive the "affirmation" of my Heavenly Father.  I have come to realize I do not operate as a person who sees himself as a person who is completely loved and accepted by my Father.  My critical spirit has led me to operate out of my wounding instead of my new identity in Christ.  So my disicpleship group prayed that I would powerfully experience this "affirmation" of Abba Father.

Last night, I had a dream that moved me in a powerful way.  I only recall the place, a man was speaking and preaching the Word of God, and I had walked into the room below where he was speaking. I found myself in a room that had a large domed ceiling. Inside this massive domed room, I encountered the Presence of God. This was a  place of Divine Encounter.  I was awed and humbled by the Presence, but do not recall my response other than my eyes were filled with tears of awe and joy. 

Even as I am typing this, I revisit that experience in my dream, and my eyes well up in tears.  It felt as if the Lord God, Father encountered me in my dreams last night.  His holy and awesome love surrounded me.  I honestly can say I felt His affirming love last night AND still feel and am experiencing His affirmation.